Tahun Baru & First Day of School 2017

Assalammualaikum!

Tahun baru sudah....sekejap je 2016 dah berlalu and now it's new chapter 2017. I don't plan much for this year...semuanya gara2 melayan kerenah mengandung kali ini. I am not energetic therefore langsung la tak ambitious. I know tak bagus macam ni. I try very hard everyday to motivate myself to do better for life. Sebab I've been neglecting a lot of things and my family's life currently is very much affected with my conditions (or attitude maybe?)

For the past few months since pregnant, saya susah sgt nak bangun awal. Awal means before 6 am. I would normally wake up at 6.30 am utk solat Subuh. Lepas tu saya baring balik. But today, since school has started, I forced myself to get up before 6 am, kejutkan kembar then solat Subuh, lepas tu turun dapur buat breakfast dan bekal sekolah.

I didn't do anything fancy, just a simple egg sandwiches. Asalkan anak2 ada sarapan dan bekal sekolah. I cannot let them go to school without breakfast and food pack. Maybe for the time being mmg sandwiches la kot jadi menu harian. Sebab senang nak buat.

Sebenarnya persiapan nak sekolah ni pon diorg banyak buat sendiri. Nabihah dah pandai guna the mini sewing machine, so jahit sendiri tudung and lencana. Nabilah punya pon dia tolong buatkan. Alhamdulilah, dia ada minat ke arah itu, mak dia ni mmg helpless sungguh la.

Darjah 6 tahun ni...UPSR masih dikekalkan, cuma tak tahu la formatnya macamana pulak. I'm not very much ambitious about having my kids mesti score all As in their exam. I want them to study because they love to study, not because of scoring in exam. Semoga ilmu yang diperoleh bermanfaat dunia akhirat. Itu doa saya. Of course, semua parents nak anak2 berjaya dengan cemerlang, I want that to but I don't want  the children to be stressful and not happy learning. To be honest, saya mmg tak suka sistem pendidikan kebangsaan sekarang tapi apa nak buat. Kami tak mampu nak hantar ke sistem pendidikan alternatif yang lain (sekolah swasta/international school etc.)

This little one tahun ini bersekolah di tadika baru. Last year, dia bertahan 3 bulan aje di Tadika Iman. Dari minggu pertama lagi dah tak happy di situ. Mulanya kami ingat dia rindukan babysitter dia. Jenuh kami pujuk supaya dia bertahan tapi dah bulan ke 3 masih lagi pagi2 menangis tak nak pegi sekolah, balik pon x happy, maka kami amik keputusan untuk berhentikan dia. Tak nak la emosi dia terganggu sbb patut pegi tadika ni dia kena happy. Kalau x happy, something is wrong somewhere. Maybe sistem tadika tak sesuai dengan dia. Kami redha je la dia x mau sekolah kat situ despite kami dah bayar yuran mahal2 and no refund.

Tadika baru ni, dia dah pegi for 4 days last week for orientation and she seems to be happy with the kindergarden. Pagi2 excited bersiap nak pegi sekolah. Lagipon tadika baru ni dekat sgt dengan rumah, boleh jalan kaki aje.....maybe salah satu faktor yg buat dia selesa. 

Apapon semoga dia terus suka dengan tadika baru ni.