Semoga Tabah!

I just logged in into FB and read my friend's status:

Terima kasih atas doa kwn2. Tp Allah lebih menyanyangi puteri sulongku, aisyah. Aku hanya sempat melihat puteriku beberapa saat shj. Dunia ini hanya pinjaman. Jenazah puteriku selamat disemadikan pg td. Pergilah puteriku, ibu redha. Al-fatihah.

I'm in tears now. Her statements sounds so melancholy. Though I knew about this news yesterday through her husband and felt sad, this status is much more saddening.

The day before yesterday, we visited her at the hospital. She was 5-months pregnant with her first child, after 4 years being married. She was admitted to the hospital because her amniotic fluid leaked and there was nothing the doctor can do except monitoring her condition. When we were there, she said she has already been induced for forced labour since the situation worsened. There was infection and she started bleeding since the day before.

I was told, later that night she went into labour and gave birth to a baby girl. But being so small and beyond anything capable to help her survive, she only lived for a few seconds. They named her Aisyah.

To Dylla and Mat Nur, sesungguhnya mmg ini satu dugaan yg amat berat utk ditanggung tapi Allah lebih mengetahui apa yg terbaik utk korang berdua. In my eyes, I see you both are strong dan tabah menghadapi dugaan ini. Insyallah, mudah2an akan ada rezeki lain yg menanti. Dan yang pastinya arwah Aisyah menanti kalian di syurga.

As for me, I can't help feeling sad. Being a mother and some more tgh sarat mengandung, dugaan kehilangan anak mmg tak dpt nak dibayangkan perasaannya. Dah la just few weeks ago, dpt berita yg lebih kurang sama, my senior lost her baby at 23 weeks of pregnancy - kes yg sama.

Semoga everything is well and safe for me and my baby.....