Adapting

It's Saturday morning.

And I'm at work...huhuhu.

It's been 2 weeks since I started with this new job fulltime. Belum lagi rasa selesa dengan environment kerja baru. Asyik terkenang opis lama dan bos lama....hahahaha.

I miss this car too! Used it for 2 tahun setengah, with no breakdown at all, saya sangat sayangkan Rush ni. Tapi kena la terima hakikat ianya bukan hak milik peribadi, melainkan part and parcel of the previous job. Bila dah habis job tu, kena la pulangkan. Macam ni la jugak kehidupan kita kat dunia ni, semuanya pinjaman belaka, sampai masanya kena pulangkan jugak.

Especially when I didn't usually work on Saturdays. Cuma dtg bila betul2 ada urgent works, itupon sangat2 jarang.

It's so quiet in the office now. Clerk cuti, bos masih warded kat hospital.

Hah, my new boss recently kena heart attack, langsung kena warded. But still, dalam dah sakit2 tu, dia suruh saya and another staff to bring the apa2 documents yg memerlukan perhatian dia dan berpesan update kan dia on daily works.

Adehhhhh...so workaholic!

Even the project manager pon dah pesan to him tak payah la fikir pasal kerja while you are sick but I guess ini orang karakternya mmg dah camni. Cakap la apa pon, dia tetap dengan cara dia.

Which makes me uncomfortable....coz I'm not workaholic...hahahaha.

I really miss my free Saturdays. Sebab pagi2 sabtu selalunya ada lah masa saya nak jenguk kebun saya. Trimming here and there, buang apa2 yg patut. Pagi tadi cuma sempat jenguk sekejap saja sambil berfikir bila la boleh nak kemas2 laman. Memang dah sangat serabut laman luar.

Dalam rumah pon sama jugak. Sana sini memerlukan perhatian.  Kadang2 rasa nak drop aje this job and be a full time housewife so that I can do what I love to do. But for the time being kena la pujuk hati bersabar dulu. Bukan senang nak ambil keputusan berhenti kerja gitu aje bila kita dah commit utk bekerja. My job is not a typical job yg senang2 majikan boleh cari pengganti. Bukan la special job jugak, tapi kalau you kerja in construction line and based at site, you'll know what I'm talking about. Tapi kalau keadaan memaksa, the choice is still in your hand la. 

Well, maybe lepas projek ni I would just stop working in this line. Maybe...sbb tak berani nak ckp lebih2. Kadang the technical works are not that hard but dealing with karenah manusia macam2 yg buat kita stress. Lagipon memang penat juggling life between works and home responsibilities. 

Apa2 pon semoga diberi ketabahan utk hadapi apa2 jua situasi yg mendatang.