My dear hubby n the twinsHooray......smlm suamiku pulang selepas hampir 3 minggu berkursus di PD n Segamat. Tension gak rasanya sepanjang ketiadaan dia. Maybe sbb dah lama dia x pegi outstation so aku rasa sungguh helpless. Apa yg susah sepanjang ketiadaan dia:
1) Kalau kembar mengamuk, aku kena handle diorg sensorang. At least ada hubby I can just leave them to him to handle.
2) Mlm2 selalunya yg akan tukar baju n diapers n buat susu is hubby. So without him aku kena buat semua...huhuhu.
3) Gi beli brg either kat pasar or Tesco, aku x yah susah fikir nak carik parking. Troli n barang2 hb n kembar hubby yg uruskan. So aku boleh carik brg ngan aman damai. But when I go shooping groceries on my own n taking the twins with me, aku rasa cam nak pengsan. Mana nak carik brg, mana nak control si kembar jgn tarik2 brg. Carik parking pon satu hal. So groceries shopping is not fun without my hubby.
4) Aku selalu lepas tension pasal keje aku especially bab kutuk bos aku ngan hubby. Normally masa mkn mlm la. Although dia pon selalu kondem aku pas aku citer2, n makes me annoyed, now I have realize that the 'complaining session' does help reducing my stress level. Dia xde, aku x leh nak ngadu2 masalah aku kat opis. Ngadu thru phone x best....
Hmm..pendek kata, terasa gak susahnya bila husband xde though bila aku sakit hati ngan dia time dia malas2 x nak tolong, I feel like going somewhere away to teach him a lesson. I thought I am capable to handle everything on my own. Mmg boleh handle tp tension, penat, marah semua come along. Cemana la kalau kami duduk berjauhan atas sbb keje? Tapi I always believe, when u have to be in such siatuation, you'll manage. It's just that I'm not get used to this, that's why I feel a little helpless.
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